No one ever thought the situation would reach this point. Disagreements lead to issues and she no longer had control. Guided by her heart, his mistakes forced her to hate...but at the same time she loved.
No longer able to trust, the emotions that usually were expressed through joy and compassion are now only expressed with spite and revenge. She hates the fact that she loves him so and she hates to have to let him go.
He loves the communication because that's all we really have left, words are critical.
All is fair in Love, but after the love is gone you have 2 trapped hearts that can only act off of the simple pulse that it beats...the blood that's flowing through her veins is no longer of love...instead replaced with hate...and her actions seem to follow. The early morning phone calls have now turned to no calls at all and the warm hugs that once made you feel life would be ok have turned to a forced feeling as opposed to a feeling that is desired. The sweet angelic voice that once relieved stress has now evolved into a tone full of doubt and reluctant tones. Where do we turn, what do we do...it seems as if every inch closer I get, ur heart jumps ahead by 2.
Now I'm stuck feeling alone, noticing the situations I have placed myself in, understanding that whatever happens is due to my mistakes, but no one ever said understanding is simple. Currently at war, but ironically at war with the one I love... shots have been fired. My heart is bleeding and all along her heart is healing....vicious cycle to be in, because again, it is my fault. I am being attacked by her love I have no one to blame, only my own mistakes.
......her love is slipping away....
..I feel her fading away....
but no matter how thin the strand, I will never let go.
My heart is being attacked by love because of how I mistreated the love we share, yet no matter how many bullets she sends thru my heart...ill never flatline, because within me, hate doesn't exist.
My heart will love forever.
Hate never prevails, instead it only makes a real man's heart stronger. Expressions of hate only brings stronger love in return...
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