Feelings from Within...

Hey Momma,

It’s me! You’re Son…How are you doing? By what I’ve been hearing, I don’t think you’ve been doing to well. I mean, I keep hearing you and Pops fighting, constantly accusing him of a lie and a cheat, and all he does is make excuses like he was getting a check for it! I also heard him say he was gonna put his hands on you…I swear I wanted to kill ‘em myself. Too bad I ain’t old enough yet…

But Momma, I recently over heard a conversation between you and one of your friends. You were crying and you seemed so hurt! Then I heard you say that you were going to kill ‘em! But ion want you going to jail Momma, you know I can’t live without you right? But you said it again, and your friend said she was coming with you! I wish I could stop you Momma, you know I can’t live without you!

Then I hear the door slam and the car start, I guess you didn’t hear me talkin’….then I hear your footsteps walkin’ and then I hear a man ask, “Are you sure you want to do this?” But this man aint sound like my Pops….and before another word was spoken, Momma, you said, “Yes”…The only problem was that....see ummm the only other man in the room besides that voice I just heard, was me.

This whole time I was thinkin’ that you and Pops were fighting because he was cheatin’!
But the only reason he was mad is because you said you wouldn’t keep it!
So I guess “I” is “it”
and well Momma I AIN’T DO SHIT!
YALL MADE THIS MISTAKE, WHY I GOTTA PAY FOR IT!?
Momma….I’m your Son, even tho I’m only 3 months conceived…
I thought you wanted to kill him,
But this whole time

…it was me.

I need you to live.